I feel ick

I'm feeling a bit depressed today. Totally unconnected to prior events; it's more to do with Martina's uberbitchery, the finale of Skins, and missing everyone (mainly Coles). Ironic how I'm feeling this way so close to seeing them. Also, the fact that I really want to shower but can't does not help at all.
Plus, I've gained at least two kilos, and I feel physically like crap (quite possibly because that's all I've been eating).
So, yeah. Generally not good things.